with a hey, ho, the wind & the rain

Alright, I finished my King Lear paper. Two weeks late, no excuse for that. I don't even care about grades this semester, so long as I don't get an F then I'm satisfied. Now I can go back to reading The Shakespeare Wars and Timon of Athens, maybe watch Hamlet tonight cause I'm in the mood for it. I'm re-thinking taking the Shakespeare course next semester because I can see this happening again. But there's so much that a scholar can point out to me, and I've waited so long to get a place in that course cause it always fills up right away. I'll most likely stick with it, it's just right now I have no confidence in myself and I'm all a-flustered because of the whirlwind of finals and papers and personal stuff I have to get through these next few weeks. When something I love becomes a chore, I become averse to it, which is probably a sign I need to grow up some. I've been attending college on and off for 5 years now and I still haven't got my shit together. I feel like I'm running the Red Queen's race.

Bear with me, I'll be in a better mood and my entries will be less crazy soon.

I've never been so happy to get a B (on that embarassment of a paper on de Anima) or to weigh 135lbs (that's large for me but I thought that after the past couple weeks I'd be a lot heavier. I'm neurotic and hypocritical about my weight, but i won't apologize for it)

This King Lear paper is haunting me though...I don't know what the problem is, I've read the entire play at least four times, and watched it more than that. Just hit a nasty snag and I can't bring myself to write more than the page and a half I forced out the other day. Well I'd better come up with it soon, cause it's ruining my normal Shakespeare reading and watching; I get really anxious when I pick up the anthology or any essay books and that is not cool.

At least I finished the Equus assignment on time. That play is overrated.

I really want this semester to be over. NOW.

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